(Verse 1)

I gave you my all it was never enough
you made me feel small, too difficult to love
and like a fool I kept trying till it became too much
I guess I was wrong, and that really sucks

I knew that it was toxic, I knew it wasn’t right
but despite how bad things got, I couldn’t help but always try
I love you, I hate you, I’m slowly losing my mind
lying to myself, that it’d be different this time.
constantly battling over whether it’s love or if it’s lust
cos if it’s love I don’t get how it’s become so messed up.
I treat myself like dirt, but to you I gave so much.
You made my love a weakness, yet I never gave up.
Cos I just wanted you, but you wanted control
So blinded by my love, couldn’t see your ugly soul
I trusted, needed you - but you’d just watch me fall,
I’m slowly starting to learn you never loved me at all.

(Chorus)

Wish I could say bye bye
Wish i was brave enough to let you go
Without you, I die
and that’s something called toxic love

Wish I could wish you well
Be the greatest me of all
Craved your love but you just wanted control
and that’s something called toxic love

(Verse 2)

And then you go and ruin it all and break my fragile heart,
say you’re sorry, won’t do it again and want a brand new start.
you learned your lesson, hate the distance, can’t stand to stay apart
and like a fool I give you another chance, I guess I’m not so smart.

so I wait, for you to make another mistake.
I try my best to speak up but always hesitate.
I’m afraid, of what you’ll say, the way you spill your hate,
it’s this constant battle I put up with each and every day
You wait till you’re caught, in the act, and then apologise,
And I choose to believe you even though I know it’s lies.
why do we keep on going? why can’t we cut the ties?
when will this end? when will we realise?
You control me, console me, you’ve slowly infected my veins,
even when you’re gone, I’m the one in pain,
as long as I’m in love with you, I’ll never ever escape.
it’s me and you till death, there is no other way.

(Chorus)

Wish I could say bye bye
Wish i was brave enough to let you go
Without you, I die
and that’s something called toxic love

Wish I could wish you well
Be the greatest me of all
Craved your love but you just wanted control
and that’s something called toxic love

(Verse 3)

You’ll say that you’re sorry, how you’re going to change
and I’ll choose to stay, let you hurt me again.
When you’re around me I become so afraid.
Don’t know how and when it became this way.

So yeah I choose to stay, go ahead and call me weak,
but if you were in my shoes you’d get the words I speak
Understand me when I say that this isn’t easy.
That in some sick way, he really does complete me.
I know it makes no sense but that’s why this works,
we keep on pushing till one of us gets hurt.
You keep getting hurt till it hurts no more,
I’m numb to the game, no longer feel sore.
We fight, we break up,
We cry, we make up,
Loving you has not been easy,
I should’ve, just gave up.

(Bridge)
It’s not your fault it’s toxic love
I’ve learned the truth, I’ve given up

(Chorus)

Wish I could say bye bye
Wish I was brave enough to let you know
I should’ve just, could’ve just, had enough strength to let you, let you go,

Wish I could wish you well
and be the greatest me of all
Craved your love but you just wanted control
and that’s something called toxic love.